it was quite fast actually but this are the things that made me happy ^^

1. that indirect kiss (to me, it was!) with the drinks
2. asking me when i'll be back
3. asking me to post the picture

yeah yeah yeah i know this is all in my head but a girl can dream right?

well, i finally get to see him properly for the first time. To tell you the truth, i thought he was taller but turns out he's just a teeny bit taller than me haha. He does look handsome in real life...but some things just bugs me:

1. he keeps smsing his friends,which to me is irritating. It's as if he wants our meeting to end
2. he wears clothes that are too tight. Example: skinny jeans.
3. he never gets my jokes (this one really got me)

This trying to figure out what guys think about girls is really tiring. If only i had edward's ability to read people's minds,now wouldn't that be awesome? I mean how do you know whether a guy is getting annoyed of your existence or not?

One example is talking to them. Should girls really wait for a few minutes to reply? If a guy replies to you but takes a decade to do so,does it mean he hates you or he's just plain busy? I do want to get some expert's advice on this. Not only will it help me but it would probably help most of the girl's population.

you know those times when you're home alone and you feel like there's a 99.9% chance a burglar will come to your house? or perhaps a ghost will suddenly decide to scare the shit out of you? well,that's how i feel right now. 

It's just so quiet that the only sound i could hear is the fan. It's not even night yet,in fact it's so sunny i'm not even sure why i feel scared.

Maybe it's just my imagination making me worried or i'm just plain bored and hungry. Maybe i should just go and eat unhealthy food. Yup,i probably should.

one more month until i start attending poly and i'm scared because a) i may not meet new friends b)i may get lost inside cause it's quite big and c) i need.to start waking up early which i'm having trouble nowadays. I wonder how poly life is. It will be a lot different compared to high school. Hope i survive though

i'm here at my hometown and most of the time i'm just at home,rotting. No one to talk to besides my younger sis. My friends are so far away from me hayysss. I kinda miss working cause at least i'm doing something and i'm earning at the end of it.

kinda excited today coz i'll be collecting my pay! after that i'm planning to buy a skinny jeans coz my jeans are kinda loose that when i wear them i look like those swagger guys.

well,today was kinda awkward. It was like meeting a stranger that you've just met online. Instead i know this person but i just haven't met him yet. Shouldn't have asked to meet him at the neighbourhood mall in case my father saw us. I did notice that we coincidentally wore same colored shirts. We just ate and that's all. We both knew it was awkward for the both of us coz we just met. Not sure why though.

apparently, it IS raining here..all the time..i love it when it rains, at home and sometimes at school when there's nothing to do and i can just sleep but when you're busy or doing an exam and suddenly it gets very cold...you feel like you're at north pole..sometimes, you play in the rain like a moron and then you ended up getting sick..hahaha
oh ya, 2day is still exam day and history was......unbelievably screwed up.. i forgot to write the difference for the compare and contrast part and my hand hurt as if someone hammered it. I finished writing 5mins before the paper ended and my handwriting was like a foreign language, even i couldn't understand =p and out all of time, my nose decided to malfunction and i was looking for tissue..especially during fn when i was sitting at the other end of the room and i had to ask for tissue...DURING AN EXAM..hahahaha..epic situations XD and the most awesome of it all, someone farted during the exam and i almost died from it..i swear maybe the person who did that was bored and decided to make everyone feel good by farting.however, it made the exam worst..
sometimes, you sit beside the window during an exam and it starts raining heavily and then rain starts coming in and ruining your paper..and you like you spilled your water bottle on the table..
anyways, i received a chocolate bar after the exam and i just had to thank the person..chocolates all the waaaaaaaayyyyyyy!!!
oh well, 2 more days to absolute freedom..can't wait :)